Shattered Hearts and Broken Dreams

blackraven666 @ 2005-06-04T00:26:00

2005-06-03T23:27:15Z

I've been meaning to update this all week, sorry, guys.

Only a few memorable occasions, Tuesday night I stayed at Sarah's, in the observatory, we watched a few films, drank a bit, and there were some very kinky going ons between three people in Sarahs brothers bed, which Sarah has asked me not to mention here. *Big Tease*

Today I went down to the Bull with Sarah and Will, we had a few drinks, and just chatted for a while, it was very nice.

Andrew and Kerry came over for a while this evening, we watched Team America, again, and for anyone who doesn't know, its terrible.

Just sitting here now, wondering what else I meant to write..

Love you all..

blackraven666 @ 2005-05-22T16:56:00

2005-05-22T15:55:44Z

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blackraven666 @ 2005-05-21T00:02:00

2005-05-20T23:04:07Z

Woo! Just saw Star Wars, it was amazing.

Went into Reading with Sarah, Andrew and Will.

And mine and Will's video is here.. www.borninblood.co.uk/darth.avi

blackraven666 @ 2005-05-17T23:51:00

2005-05-17T22:51:22Z

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blackraven666 @ 2005-05-06T18:47:00

2005-05-06T17:46:28Z

Not much happened today, the weather was quite nice, but it was really just another of those days where absolutely nothing of any interest happens. That, of course makes for a very boring journal entry, so I am very sorry for wasting your time.

No ones coming round tonight, as far as I know, because they're all either ill, working, or still tired from Wednesday. Wednesday was pretty good, there was a 6th form party at the Face bar, I wouldn't have gone, but Andrew broke up with Kerry on Tuesday (They promptly got back together on Thursday) so I went along to keep him company. He however, did his little social thing, and ended up having a great time, flirting with the twins, whilst I say around, and had a few drinks. I got a bit down, like I sometimes do at these things, but I felt ok towards the end.

I must remember not to drink coffee instead of eating breakfast. This morning, in biology, Ms Powell was saying how long we had left of the course. 'I hope you realize we only have...' and I felt an overwhelmingly childish urge to yell 'Two nipples!' which I did a bit too loudly, as I was listening to my CD player. Oh well, Lou Lou found it funny, anyway..

blackraven666 @ 2005-05-05T21:52:00

2005-05-05T20:53:03Z

Kinda bored tonight, but today wasn't bad, if not somewhat frustrating. I did have a nice surprise though, when Claire turned up at school! It was really cool seeing her, and her hair is so cool.

*Steals Claires hair*

Really close to study leave now, I need to go do some work, but I might write some more later, so look out.

xx

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-28T18:24:00

2005-04-28T17:27:28Z

Not much happening, just school stuff, really. Had quite a nice night last night, with Andrew, we went to give Charlie her boots, and got chinese food. It was his birthday today, I think we're going to his on Saturday.

Ummm... Thats about it. Becky's yelling at me to go cook something, so I have to go!

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-28T18:24:00

2005-04-28T17:24:09Z

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-19T21:31:00

2005-04-19T20:34:22Z

Last two days have been kinda random. The wierd ped driving people have started a war on each other, locking each others peds in cuboards (In the 6th form block!), covering them in cling film and so on. They also cling filmed Andrew Baker's car, it was all quite wierd. Oh well.

I've also decided to do a course in social work at uni! *Grins* Pretty happy about that, since I've never really had any idea what I want to do.

Thats about all, I think.

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-17T21:47:00

2005-04-17T20:50:53Z

Craziest night ever, lol. Will randomly pulled up outside my house in his mums Mercedes at about 8.30, and drove us up to his house. Then we got sat around for five minutes while he rolled up, drove around the corner to the rec, and got a little stoned. Then he drove Emma home, and drove us up to Maidenhead to see Sarah and Clare. Then he drove us around for a bit, then took us home. Was really funny, but I was totally bricking it the whole time, and kept singing. He's actually a pretty good driver!

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-17T00:31:00

2005-04-16T23:32:43Z

Went ice skating with guys from school tonight. It wasn't particularly my thing, and I olny went becasue Sarah asked me to, but I got some pretty good photos, I think, whixh I'll upload tomorrow. Nothing else has happened really, exams are looming closer, my sleeping pattern has deteriorated, I can't sleep at night, and I fall asleep at the drop of a hat during the day.
I'll write more tomorrow when I put these pics up.

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-13T18:04:00

2005-04-13T17:04:57Z

So.. Um.. I'm back at school now, which sucks. Nothing exciting has happened, feeling a bit down. I promise I will write more soon, but right now I'm not in the mood, and have nothing to write about.

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-08T19:58:00

2005-04-08T18:59:22Z

Just spent the holidays doing normal holiday stuff, just had to write in here because tonight ought to be really good. Clare and Sarah are coming round, and Will came home early, so hes coming round as well. Also, my family are in Belfast for the day, and left me money for cigarettes. :D

I'll write more later.

blackraven666 @ 2005-04-05T01:55:00

2005-04-05T00:54:33Z

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blackraven666 @ 2005-03-31T15:17:00

2005-03-31T14:24:58Z

Eep, didn't update yesterday! Claire came round on Tuesday night, which was great, we bought really cheap wine from the BP, and we got drunk playing foozball and Jazz Jackrabbit! Also talked to Matt on webcam, and I met him briefly, when I went into Reading yesterday, and saw Claire at the station.

Reading was great fun, we went in the entertainer and were having swordfights, and wearing hats, and wrote 'penis' on the magnetic board! Hehe, we're so immature!

Went to Wills last night, and he bought weed off 14yr old crackheads, so we listened to music, watched films, got stoned, and made popcorn! We stayed the night, and I only just got home, and now were going to the jacuzzi!

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-29T13:25:00

2005-03-29T12:27:05Z

w00t!

Claire's coming round tonight, so I need to go get some cigarettes, cos I only have one left! Last night was fun! People came round, and we all sat in the jacuzzi, and drank, and we met Clare's boyfriend, and he's so cute! I've got to go clean up whilst my mum is at work, so I'll write more later, hopefully!

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-28T18:34:00

2005-03-28T17:34:57Z

I just got totally undercharged for cigarettes.

£1.14 for 20.

This is good.

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-26T03:33:00

2005-03-26T11:35:37Z

Well my jacuzzi is up and running for the summer again, which is nice, the weather is still pretty good, and its pretty hot. Haven't really got any plans for today, I think I'll call some people up, see if they fancy doing anything. In a slightly better mood today, which is also nice.

In conclusion, today is nice.

Although my mouth is dry.

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-25T21:23:00

2005-03-25T21:27:47Z

Went to Kerrys last night, felt a bit down, I don't think alcohol has been agreeing with me much, recently. Stayed in bed all morning, just laying on my bed, thinking, which was nice. Spent the afternoon watching TV, and talking on MSN.

Talking to Claire, now, which is nice. We don't talk enough. Were doing something on Tuesday, woo! No plans for this weekend, and I'm dying for a cigarette, so I'm not going to write anything of any actual use or interest right now.. Maybe later!

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-23T19:44:00

2005-03-23T19:47:15Z

Just had a meal out with my family, because my grandparents were here. As usual, I dislike spending this amount of time with my family, as they take the opportunity to compare me to my sister, and tell me how dissapointed they are with me.

However, I did take this opportunity to get as drunk as possible. Unfortunately, no ones around this evening, so I'm going to be here alone.. :(

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-22T18:00:00

2005-03-22T18:01:54Z

Emma just came round to say goodbye, twas sad.
Will also came round, hes trying to organize a trip somewhere in Easter, not sure whats going on with that, though..
I'm bored now, and have nothing to do this evening..

blackraven666 @ 2005-03-21T21:17:00

2005-03-21T21:22:06Z

'Lo kiddies.

I don't like the blogs on Myspace, and obviously, am back.

Today was pretty poo, went to Reading uni, to learn about tons of different courses, and so on. Went to two lectures, psychology and sociology, it wasnt anything interesting, just repeating what we learnt in the first lesson of A level.
However, Clare found a creepy little doll, with a note on it, which she was convinced is haunted. I have it on my desk now. It certainly is creepy. I like it.

Expect some more updates when I have something to say.

Oh, I still need to work out what I'm doing on Thursday.. Grr..

Oh, and also, I'm very happy for Claire. w00t! Love you, hun, and I wish you guys all the best.

blackraven666 @ 2005-02-26T16:09:00

2005-02-26T16:08:36Z

blackraven666 @ 2005-02-10T08:27:00

2005-02-10T08:27:24Z

For those who dont know, this journal is finished, this is the last entry, and it will probably be deleted in the next week or so.

Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

blackraven666 @ 2005-02-04T17:27:00

2005-02-04T17:26:27Z

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